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merockstar

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i need psychiatric help
« on: August 16, 2014, 09:32:18 PM »

in the worst way possible.

this is probably not the most appropriate venue for this. sorry about that.

i don't know how to get it or who to turn to, and this is the smartest community I consider myself a part of.

this is a cry for help.

sorry to come across drama-queenish, i hate unnecessary drama as much as the next guy, i really do.

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Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #1 on: August 16, 2014, 09:45:34 PM »
Very sorry to hear you going through this but it happens. A lot. What you need to do is call the National Suicide Hotline or whatever the equivalent is in your country.


These lines are staffed with people trained to answer exactly these sorts of questions.  They are not only for people contemplating suicide.


When you are at the point that you realize you need help and don't know where to start these lines are where to start.


Call now. They are staffed 24/7 and are there for exactly this reason.


Best of luck. It will get better, trust me I know.

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Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #2 on: August 16, 2014, 09:47:29 PM »

Offline yellowecho

Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #3 on: August 16, 2014, 10:20:41 PM »
I agree with Riverhead that you need to reach out to those qualified in mental health for help.  Such hotlines are may be a good place to start but here's a site with a lot of other useful information including free clinics based on your geolocation:  http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84292/70431/money-insurance/

Don't ever feel too ashamed or scared to reach out for help!  Speaking from experience, I know depression and other psychiatric ailments can make you feel debilitatingly hopeless and/or alone but you're not; the sooner you open up to others and allow them to help you the sooner you can take control of your life again and be happy.  Good luck and best wishes, friend!
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Offline onceuponatime

Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #4 on: August 17, 2014, 12:44:27 AM »
I have really appreciated your work on this forum, and consider you to be one of the most valuable members here.

I would drive a thousand miles to come and talk things over with you in person if I could be of help- but unfortunately I am thousands of miles away from you.

But I am only a PM away if you think that there is anything I could do to give you some peace of mind from a distance.




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Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #5 on: August 17, 2014, 01:16:49 AM »
My thoughts and prayers go out to you my friend. 
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Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #6 on: August 17, 2014, 01:17:53 AM »
Hi merockstar,
it helped me to listen to this show: http://www.fdrpodcasts.com/
Sorry for you!

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Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #7 on: August 17, 2014, 01:20:24 AM »
in the worst way possible.

this is probably not the most appropriate venue for this. sorry about that.

i don't know how to get it or who to turn to, and this is the smartest community I consider myself a part of.

this is a cry for help.

sorry to come across drama-queenish, i hate unnecessary drama as much as the next guy, i really do.

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Offline liondani

Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #8 on: August 17, 2014, 02:51:34 PM »
Somebody loves you more than anything.
please take a litle time and see them...

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http://youtu.be/O8fNL8nOFmo

http://youtu.be/nLQATb_kcxc


PS what is your first name merockstar ?
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Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #9 on: August 17, 2014, 04:51:58 PM »
sry to hear dude :(
May the *strength be with you


My thoughts and prayers go out to you my friend.

well said. Good luck my friend.

And if you want to talk about - you know we're here 24/7 also!
Pls don't hesitate to ask here or just PM me ... maybe i could help just with that you could talk about.
You're welcome all day :) Or maybe just connecting via skype ... let me know.

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But I am only a PM away if you think that there is anything I could do to give you some peace of mind from a distance.

Couldn't say it better.  +5%


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merockstar

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Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #10 on: August 18, 2014, 03:59:23 AM »
what an outpouring of support!

i honestly have been procrastinating coming back to this thread because I felt self-conscious for even making it.

I should not have. thanks guys!

I'm haunted by terrible thoughts daily, but it was especially bad when I made this thread.

PS what is your first name merockstar ?

it's ian.

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Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #11 on: August 18, 2014, 04:05:08 AM »
Call me if you want to talk to somebody. Just PM me and we can talk on Skype. I am up late usually.

Come on man. You gonna be rich soon... with all the perks that come with it women, buzz ... etc.
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merockstar

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Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #12 on: August 18, 2014, 04:13:44 AM »

Call me if you want to talk to somebody. Toast have my Skype ID just put the request as  'merockstar'.(or just PM me).

I really appreciate it. I'm gonna go through all the links in this thread, and tomorrow try to get into some kind of mental health professional.

normally I can control this shit, but that just lets me procrastinate something I really do need to go do.

I am really sorry to dump this on you guys.

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Come on man. You gonna be rich soon... with all the perks that come with it women, buzz ... etc.

honestly, I do have my doubts about that. rich for me would mean a market cap many times higher than bitcoin's current market cap.

certainly possible, but I doubt that will be soon. (and thank god. I need this to take time before shooting upwards in price)

I am curious to see what comes of this project though. definitely something Im looking forward to.
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Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #13 on: August 18, 2014, 06:05:31 AM »
There's a lot to look forward to. And you are loved. Please remember those things and keep up your great work.

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Re: i need psychiatric help
« Reply #14 on: August 18, 2014, 09:54:47 AM »
There's a lot to look forward to. And you are loved. Please remember those things and keep up your great work.

And keep in mind, WE (BTS COMMUNITY) are right behind you to 105%.
You won't walk this way alone.
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