I understand.
Not only you, but also many of us have contributed and invested a lot without getting much back.
However, the chain still needs more contributions and engagements to move forward. In this sense, I would prefer allocating more resources to the ones who are actively contributing, but give less weight on contributions in the past.
By the way, IMHO it's a waste of resources if everyone piles on providing the same services, especially when our resources are limited. The law of diminishing marginal utility applies. It is best for everyone to find a position that is not easily replaced by others.